Brain Khichdi

Everything is recursive beacause the huge world goes in a big cycle.We all live a recycled life.We continue with these lives evolving,producing ,reproducing,destroying and getting destroyed.Life remains a minor stop in the huge process of recycling.Birth is but a conglomeration of some basic elements in a most elegant and breathtaking way which gives what we all term as life.Now,if the recycling is present in such a huge scheme it is inevitable that it extends to the small details of our mortal lives.There is a catch to all this .There are a number of jumps where we go from one loop to enter new.This jump part is an excruciating one ,testing the very essence of the great elemental reaction called life.Now a question arises why the generalization?

A strong reason exists for that.If the jump is good and preferable it necessisates hard work, may be even accompanied by a plethora of burdensome and pitiable failures.On the reverse side of the coin ,is the possibility that the change is for worse ,leaving the possibility of pain undoubtable.

Now we say why not make the coin come down on its side.Being a computer engineer I have been taught to believe that the world is binary .But I strongly believe that a ternary computer would serve us beter not trying to bind our multidimensional,multistate,multitasking grey cells in a multitude of mutilated mathematics.

Life keeps on going through various levels,each adding some value ,some meaning ,each in a way defining ourselves as we continue to evolve in the quest for self realisation ,which is but a bouquet of desires ,dreams,uncertainties,firm and unfirm convictions.We develop a number of perspectives ,each a statement of our individuality .It aim not matter whether they are important.Here comes a great farcical situation.What the others' believe and how we go about around the others' perspective .The big issues of good ,bad,rationale all swarming into our consciousness and disorienting our notions.But the fundamental desire to remain in a binary state remain although the two of these binary states separated by time may not be the same or will not be the same .

The whole thing comes down to the dynamics of changes,lack of one truth.And,then one truth will take the zing out of our lives.We get complexity because we admire it .All this culminates in simplicity becoming the most complex and distant ideal.Caught we are each time in our ideals of leading life .Evolution through many stages gives the satisfaction of having gone through many and seen many while a one dimensional belief and a deed matching to that spares the burden of mental agony .In the pursuit of happiness, which is the funadamental defining charater of all living lives the paths seeked are many.A deep seated realisation of all this in each living moment can only be expected to provide solace in the state switching work .

The desire to make sense in an unsensical manner goes on as a passion and thirst unquenchable.But, could I go on like this.No ,the rationale says and for an exception I oblige it by accepting its offer.